Wow. That is all i have to say for today. and this is not a good wow i am talkin about either. Today just pretty much was not good for me at all.

This morning I got up went to work. And this is where my day just pretty much started to go downhill from. To many people are so fuckin stupid. All they do is bitch at us for remodling the store and im saying to myself its not my fault so why are you yellin at me for it. Then im facing the whole store by myself cuz my friend and to fucking quit. And that just pisses me off cuz whats the point being stuff closer to the edge of the shelf when 10 mins later its goin to be the way it was before but w/e dont matter. I clean up so many messes today also. The only good thing about work today was someone came and visited me but that was really the only good thing. Omg I just want to fuckin quit jewel Im so sick of it and all the b/s that come wit it.

Later the day i went out wit allison her friend dont know how to spell her name and my other friend a.k and we went bowlin cuz i wanted to see someone. Well big mistake. i guess no one really wanted me there. and i guess they even did some stuff to try and get me to leave but hey w/e i really dont care. we only bowled one game then we went to go shoot pool. after that we left we went to stake and shake. that was ok i guess w/e i got home got bitch at by my mom

So Keri You wanted to know whats wrong well this is it. It was just one bad thing after other and it really sucks. Im sry for gettin everyone mad at you for me showin up Im just sry i dont know what else to do i just really dont know anymore.

You have done the unthinkable
You have done what I thought no one would ever do
You finally but the knife to the place that you wanted to be gone
You put the knife in my heart
And now every time the blood drops
Is every feeling I had for you
Everything that I wanted from you
And when the last drop falls is the last thing i wanted is for me to never see you again

Currently Listening Between Angels & Insects Pt. 1 By Papa Roach see related

So whats up everyone it has be a while since i written in this but this time i have a really good reason. First i have 2 jobs now which takes up most of my time. and if im not workin then im hang wit friends. I have been goin to a lot of cars shows wit my dad and my friends. i went gears and ears for the 3 time in a row and i go to woodfire chicken every sat nite.

4th of july weekend: Sat: work from 12pm til 6pm then i went to woodfire for bout an hour wit my dad. after that went to the carnivel wit a friend from school whos in the same grade as me lol. and i almost threw up on a ride since i eat then went on it stupid me. Sun:work 12pm til 6pm. and after that i pretty much went to bed cuz i was really tired. mon: 12-6pm again at work wtf is up wit this 12-6 shit idk but anyways they wanted me to stay longer and i was like no i have plans sry maybe other time. ok after work went to bartlett this year to see the fire works. i saw a friend from work there ashley and shawn and they had two other people wit them keri (beautiful girl lol) and ashley's b/f eric so we were talkin for a lil bit then i had to go back to my friends. watch the fire works which were way better the carol streams.

Well forks its late i have work in the morning so ill try and write back in here soon as i can